I don't know if I we're becoming crazy or what!,
I feel so strange lately,I cannot understand it,
I dont' know what to say,
I cannot see them but I can feel them,
I feel someone's always at my back,
at my side, I feel them everywhere
(even now I can tell that someone's staring at me,looking at me,
he is not only one they are so many).
this strated when the strage dreams join to my my life,
the first dream I remember is the scariest of all, I cannot understand it,
but I know that it is the scariest dream I ever had...
then when I open my eyes I saw a face of a demon laughing at me...
I don't know how to feel, I feel so weak, so afraid, I cannot understand why every time i feel so angry,
even there are no reasons to be angry at all...
there are times i cannot understand why I'm staring at nowhere,
I don't know where can i find someone who can tell what happening to me,
Am I becoming crazy or what?
I don't know how to handle it...
can someone help me to understand what's happening to me.

sorry for my English I'm not good in English!

Welcome to GM janna,
What you're describing does not necessarily sound like anything ghostly, I'd be inclined to say that what you're experiencing has a psychological background, eg. resulting from stress.
It's not my domain to judge on its true nature, but I'd suggest you meeting the doctor first. Emotional strain that life serves us with can be pretty devastating at times and that in our minds can assume quite demoniacal form.
Good luck and keep us posted

yes, i hope its only because of stress or what , i forgot to tell that before the strange dream enter to my life, i saw "me", i saw myself,. walking with my cousin but i know that, that's not me, even my cousin doesn't saw her...i'm only the one saw her...with the same short,t-shirt and hairstyle i was looked up the last day. i ignore it,but with the same day i heard psst psst psst at me,! i just laugh at it., then the evening came i was texting my friend and we need to call each other but it was too late, i was very sleepy , so i fell asleep,. then the strange dream come in, i can only remember that my friend called and i answered it then the voice of my friend become smaller and smaller then it become big and i cannot understand what he is talking about, it is like another language that is not yet known... i throw my cellphone,.at my dream i saw everything around me, the television show at that night ,my sister having a call,my grandmother which is sleeping,my cousin who is beside me,i saw what happening in reality,then i saw a girl reaching her hands towards to me,i was so afraid at that time,i know i'm shouting but no one's listening...then i was so shock the girl with red dress is in front me, i saw body sleeping at my bed it is like that someones getting my soul,then i saw darkness everything was gone then i finally woke up,i am afraid to open my eyes,but someone's telling me to open it,when i open my eyes i saw a face of a demon laughing at me., then i shout for help ...then my family try to calm me down,they asking me what happened, but i do not tell them...
then after that dream the strange feeling is always at my side...

is this stress or what?

Did you have any bad experience/-s in your life before that day came? It still very well looks like a violent reaction to an emotional strain.
Firstly there was something that we can call a hallucination, then you fell asleep and had a bad nightmare. The image of a laughing demon on the edge of your sleep can be associated with a sleep paralysis, people suffering from it reported similar visions.

Because that dream disturbed and unsettled you greatly, you assumed that it was real and "made" your mind keep producing the images and intense feelings of being observed and threatened.
Once again, human brain is capable of giving us false images so strong that for some they are nothing but reality - and this in turn can be dangerous for obvious reasons, so I still suggest you to meet a good doctor, perhaps a psychologist, and let him help you for your own sake - as the time goes on your visions/feelings can become even more real and unsettling which can affect your life.
I would also overcome the resistance and tell your story to someone you trust, possibly in the first place. It will take a load off your mind.

I can't say for sure whether there would be anything paranormal involved in this but as I mentioned before, your story does not show any convincing signs of it.
Take care!

ok tnx chupa... bad experience? none at all...

PLEASE consider therapy/counseling and probably medication. I am on a number of meds myself, for anxiety and depression, and I have an uncle on meds for bi-polar and schizophrenia - he hears strange voices, sees people that aren't there, etc, thinks people are trying to get into his head with "psychic connections" - he is calm and can have reasonable discussions now that he is taking medication.