[lvlaugl]

My Mother and older Sister (20 years older then I am) told me about some strange things that happened when I was young.

I recently told my Sister of a memory I had as a child of a man-shaped fiery being that would come into my room at night. She went on to tell me that my Mother saw "the devil" over my crib on more then one occasion when I was an infant. The last time it happened my Mother told me she took me from the crib, held me and prayed. She said while praying the bedroom window broke outward, as if something was fleeing.

My Sister and Mother say they also heard heavy labored breathing and loud footsteps that night.

When I reached age 2 I became seriously ill due to kidney disease and almost died.

There is also the story about my Mothers pregnancy. She was about 40 years old when she discovered she was pregnant with me. She was about to abort the pregnancy (on the table), but the Doctor told her how she had been trying to get pregnant and that changed my Mothers mind. A short while after that the Doctor became pregnant and was killed in a car accident.


I have had other experiences, but these are some of the most significant. I was hoping someone could give me some insight.

Potentially pertinent information.

*Mothers maternal Grandfather was the seventh son of a seventh son, born in Norway.

*Father was 20 years older then my Mother. Born in Ireland in 1916.

*Most females in the family, including myself, seem to have an extra sensory ability/precognition.

[lvlaugl]

I'm disappointed. I posted my story in the hopes that someone could give me some insight as to why these things may have happened. I guess I chose the wrong venue.

[Azarel]

lvlaugl, on Jul 29 2010, 08:19 AM, said:

I'm disappointed. I posted my story in the hopes that someone could give me some insight as to why these things may have happened. I guess I chose the wrong venue.

I don't think you posted at the wrong venue. These things just take time to be answered, people have busy lives..etc. That said, its
easy to get frustrated when strange things happen and you want/need answers.

Basically, you have inherited gifts, and a high level of energy/ energy useage that you may just not understand how to work with yet.
I've had a few similar things happen to my own self as well which are near exact to your own story.

There are things that keep an eye out for large doses of spiritual energy. They feed off it, and without it there's not much
they can do in our world. Thus, you became a target. I can only tell so much from the experiences you've listed here..if you could PM
me and tell me a bit more, perhaps I can help a bit more.

In short:
-There's nothing wrong with you. If anything, you just have talents that attracted attention from the wrong things early on.
This sort of thing happens from time to time.
-If you have gifts, don't fear them..and don't fear/loathe yourself. Understand yourself, relax yourself, and use what gifts
you have wisely and responsibly.
-If negative entities come, they can be beaten, and there are people that can help. So if they're bothering you still (and they
tend to hang around if they think they have an easy meal)..don't let the head games get to you. Its a battle you can win.
-Life is a bizzare sort of reality. We're stuck in a game and don't always know the players or the rules. Keep a cool head,
patience is a virtue..and enjoy the little things while not letting the little things get to you.
-Research and question everything. Whether its me, or someone else, or anything. Anything.

A few words of wisdom from someone that's been there.